Wondering

I looked for you
But you were not there
So, I'm wondering
What are you doing?

Games

I'm not playing games
With you
I was, I admit
When I was younger.

What I feel for you
Is true
I always long to lock eyes
With you.

But something stabs
My heart
When I look into your eyes
Knowing there's somebody else
There in your mind.
I look away to not
Feel the pain.

So, I say it to you:
I'm not playing games.

Can You Be with Me Tonight?

I see everything
Remember?
Online.
Well,
I just had a fight
Yesterday.

How you are
Possessed by somebody
Kills your soul
Sickening.

It's better
To have a
Secret love affair
No strings attached
But gets hurt
By the fact.

The title says it all
Are you ready
For that
Secret love affair?
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Inspired by the song:
"Can't Be with You Tonight"

Just so You Know

Today. It was a rainy afternoon, past 4.
I was on the 3rd floor of the building.
I was having my late lunch in one of the restaurants, by the window.
I chose that space in the restaurant so I could see the road where you would pass by (I'm not sure, though).
It was drizzling outside and gloomy and my eyes were stuck on the road with hopes of you were walking or crossing the pedestrian lane.
I was eating but looking down at the road and in the background, I could hear the song "Soldier of Fortune" (late afternoon song) being played inside the restaurant.
I waited, people were walking and crossing the street. I tried to wait hoping that I could have a last glimpse of you today. Because tomorrow is another day. Unfortunately, I didn't see you. It was gloomy outside. Maybe the rain was reminding me of what is inside.

At the End of the Day

The preponderance
Of all the hurting
And emoting prevails,
But at the end of the day
You will realize
It's all nonsense.

We are hurt, and we hurt
But at the end of the day
All that you really need is
To laugh with others
A home.
To sing with others
A heart.
To be with yourself
A life.

So, why the weight?
When it all just takes
Your common sense
To realize
Your awesomeness
Never gets tired
More awesomeness
Is what you get---

At the end of the day.

The Secret to Love

You should've warned me
When I was just
In my little world
You didn't show it
It was unknown.

You kept the secret
I should've known.
Well, we hide
Secrets for love
Unluckily, I discovered first
Yours.

Would you get hurt
The same if you discovered
Mine?

Love hurts.

Taguan

Baby,
What's on your mind?
Didn't know how
To approach you
You weren't looking
At me in the eye.

A smile can
Break the ice
Let's stop the "taguan."
You know who
You are
My letter "P."