Incomplete

I don't know why
But melancholy
Overwhelmed me
When I was going out
Of the building
After work tonight
Till walking on the road
To wait for a bus.

Tears were in my eyes
But not falling.
I was asking myself:
"What have you done
To yourself?"
"You deprive
For covering
The happiness
It really needs."

I continued asking:
"So, have you done
Enough till it bleeds
The things you are told
To do?"

I answered:
"Oh yes, I'm the great pretender."
And I felt like shouting on the road
If only I could.
I could feel my watery eyes
And heavy heart until
I got on the bus.

But there were many passengers,
Maybe wondering about
The look on my face
So, I tried to hide again
Pretending I am
Complete.

Connection

Are you angry
With me?
Why?
We don't even talk.

We're not talking
But you're angry
With me.
Isn't it ironic?

And that's what
Excites me
Meaning:
Our souls are talking.

Bold (XXX)

Were you hurt?
For you to avoid.
Why can't you look
At me?
I'm far from you anyway
I'm at the corner
You're at the other corner.

What of your actions made
Do you put that shade?
If it's not
Then, why you counteract
What I react?

The big proof?
You avoid your schedule.

ATM

"You can close your eyes to the things you don't want to see but you can't close your heart to the things you don't want to feel." - Johnny Depp

Yes, it's happening to me right now. No matter how I run, it chases me. That feeling.

Third Party

To my
Third party,
I told you
I would love you
Forever.

But that's
What you believe
(The one that you said)
And I can't do
Anything about that.

You're the reason
I believe now
In love at first sight
But you chose
God more than me.
I salute you.

I'll just love you
In a different way.
No more party.

Parties

Yes,
There's a
Fourth party
Third party is gone.

That's my secret
The fourth and
Official party.

Insensitive?

Baby,
It's been three days
No glimpse of you
You don't know
How much I miss you.

What happened to you?
I'm not sure
But am I insensitive?
Was it?
I just wanted to say
The past is gone
You're the one
I love now.

My post was just
My reaction to
What you wrote
Years ago.
Yes, I read it
On tumblr.

But I never thought
Of being guilty
Because I was saying
No more past
You're my present.
That's it.

Okay
No more mention
Of somebody else
No more thinking
Of somebody else.

Let's just talk
About
YOU AND ME.